But I also had my "special" interests that were mine alone and to which I devoted many hours. One of my favorite pastimes was my stamp collecting. Now, admittedly, this sounds like a dreadfully dull pastime for a young girl, but the stamps from around the world fascinated me. As I lay on my belly on the floor beneath the card table in the living room, with Burl Ives' songs playing on the record player, I imagined the countries and the life I would find there, should I be so lucky as to mail myself to the sender of the envelope from which I was lifting the stamp.
Some countries had very artistic, colorful, and inviting stamps, while others left me cold, in no way inviting me to visit. And I wondered if those countries were really as their stamps represented them. I enjoyed the history I learned as I researched my stamps, and placed each carefully in its place in my stamp album. And I liked the fact that everyone else thought this was a boring pastime...little did they know the journeys on which my imagination was taking me.
I was looking through some lyrics to songs tonight, adding to my notebook of songs I'd like to play and sing well....but which will require much practice...and I came across Waltzing Matilda...and was immediately brought back to that red rug under the card table and my stamp album and the colorful stamps. And I thought about how long it has been since I had the passion for those stamps.
It seems that once I actually was old enough to travel where I wanted, when I wanted, I had far less interest in losing myself in the stamps. I kept all of the albums around for years, and occasionally added to them, out of some sort of nostalgic necessity. My mother still sends me stamps she has saved and I dutifully tuck them into my "stamp box." But a few years ago I decided the majority of my loose stamps would serve better purpose for other young stamp collectors, and I sold lots of 100 of these stamps for $1.00 each. In fact, these stamps were some of my very first sales on eBay and brought me a lot of happy feedback.
I still have my first stamp album and doubt I will ever give it up. It holds the memories and promises of travel that my young mind conjured, and forever be ties me to Burl Ives.
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